I hate my body i hate my face i hate my i hate everything about myself!?

I hate the way i look i hate my body but most of all i hate my ! There so ugly and horrible i went to see a surgeon at my consiltation for my and i would need a uplift and filled out aswell and it would cost lots which i dont have the money for :( and have bad credit check so cant do it that way either i cry because i feel so down about them and have no confidence what so ever! Where could help me one free or anything. Please some1 give me advice